Facebook showed me this “memory” today:
That was me doing a little bouldering at the Diablo Rock Gym about five years ago. (It was taken by a professional cinematographer, by the way; I know it doesn’t look like it for some reason, but it was). As I looked at this “memory”, I was reminded me of something else that happened at this gym. I was climbing one day with my wife (who, being afraid of heights, was not nearly as enthusiastic about climbing as I was). The climbing routes are always given names; bouldering problems are just numbered, as you can see in the picture (V1, V2, etc), but routes are named. Usually a group of routes in a certain area have related names; their names follow themes (movies, songs; one times it was hobbits, I think). It so happened that the group I was climbing were named after God. Each route had one of the “Jehovah” names of God. I’m sure you’re familiar with those names.
In particular, one route was named “Jehovah Jireh” (or “Jire”, as above). As you probably know, Jehovah Jireh means “The Lord Will Provide” and comes from the “binding of Isaac” narrative of Genesis 22.
I remember thinking very deeply about that truth as I climbed that route. I needed the Lord to provide for me in that moment; the route was at the edge of my abilities, and I need strength and skill to complete it (which I did). I needed the Lord to provide for me in other ways as well: in my ministry, my marriage, etc. As I climbed this route which had this blessed name/Scriptural promise, I had the strong hope He would do just that. I climbed the route with the belief that He was not only providing for me in that climb but would provide for me in these other ways as well.
Oddly enough, I saw this memory on Facebook on the same day my daily devotional reading put me in Genesis 22. I read the binding of Isaac narrative with its Jehovah Jireh promise right before I saw this picture. So I got hit with this truth twice.
And that was something I greatly appreciated. See, I have worried about my needs all my life; that has been a big issue for me ever since I first learned my family was poor as a grade school kid. I know for a fact I was worried about my needs being met at least by 4th grade if not by 3rd grade.
But what I see now in the word of the Lord is that I have worried about these needs needlessly. What I am being reminded of in the Scripture/the name of God is that God is a provider, that God is my provider, that God will provide for my every need just as He provided for Abraham (in whose footsteps of faith I am walking; Romans 4:12).
I forget this truth at times. I start looking at my needs rather than at my Father God’s goodness, and I start to worry. This truth will never be a one-and-done truth, at least not for me. I’ll never get over my concern about my needs the way this lady got over her fear of flying:
That’s why I need constant reminders of it. That’s why I need to keep coming back to Genesis 22 and similar passages (Matthew 6:33), which I will do all my life. I need to be continually confronted with the truth of Jehovah Jireh as well as all the other related truths of the goodness of God so I can overcome my fear, and today I was confronted with it.
I guess that was God providing for me all over again.